I recently had an abortion and it just broke me

It was the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do in my life.

My boyfriend wasn’t there for me emotionally and I had to deal with it alone.

Not so long after I had the abortion I got news that I was losing my job.

I believe in god and everything happens for a reason but right now I feel so alone and don’t understand what is going on in my life

The only thing ive been thinking lately is commuting suicide because it would just be easier.

I have no one to talk to and I feel like my life is just crashing down

I’m depressed and don’t see a point in Living anymore.

I try so hard to get help from my boyfriend becUss he comes to me with his problems and I can easily be there for him .

Wen I tel him my problems he just tells me to get over it and be positive.

Idk where to even begin to pick my life back up.

I guess this was more of a vent