Sorry in advance for the long post but I must explain.

I work in Sales. My main objective everyday is to rent out as much furniture as possible. Being friendly, smiling and full of energy. When I first got this job I was SO excited and eager to start. Not only is the pay great, but it’s full time, all the great benefits, and bonuses too. It seemed like an amazing opportunity! I however was not pregnant at this time....

So far this pregnancy has been nothing but easy. I’ve had 2 Er trips both times admitted for severe dehydration due to sickness. I have awful morning sickness that’s not eased up a bit. Been sent home for not being “helpful”, had to leave because I felt like death and some days I just simply cannot get out of bed except to get to the toilet.

When I found out I was pregnant; I found out at work. Immediately I started to cry with a huge wave of emotions. Just didn’t seem real, then didn’t seem like the right time. Even though me and my fiancé both wanted this baby so very much. We’re fighting in court over visitation of his other baby, trying to plan our wedding, on top of trying to fix our home that was given to us—free house so you could imagine the damage. It was just overwhelming emotions. My manager (who is also pregnant) came into the back to tell me I needed to pull my act together and do the job I was there to do. Which; I understood where she was coming from but geesh.

So slowly it’s gotten much worse. They’re giving me actual write ups even though 95% of the time I have a doctors excuse or hospital excuse. My manager has told me I need to spend more time on the sales floor rather than in the bathroom.... what does she think I’m doing in there? Passing time?? No I’m puking my guts up. Told me if I sit down at all during my 8 hour shift I will be wrote up; almost caused me to faint because of lightheadedness so I sat down... sure as sh*t got a write up. This last ER visit I was out for 3 days; all excused. When I came back they made it very clear that if it doesn’t stop the district manager will get involved. I don’t understand; I know it is my job but I have work excuses. I am pregnant. My health and my child’s health will always always always come first.

Waking up in the morning to get ready for work I’ve noticed that I am 1000000 times sicker and I truly believe it’s because my baby knows the stress we’re about to endure. But not only is it us 2 stressing but I come home in such terrible moods I feel like I’m pushing my fiancé away.

He tells me I don’t have to work but I want to work, I want to help. But I just don’t feel like working there good for me or the baby 😫😫😫😫😫😫

Helppppp any advise!!?!?