I told my 3 week old son I hated him tonight... I don't know what came over me. In the moment of crying my eyes out I just said it... I am at a lost now. My husband goes back to work today and I don't know how I'm going to do this. I just want to hide in a hole and never come out. I feel so helpless and useless. How could i tell a 3 week old I hated him... I'm barely able to keep myself from crying anymore..

Update: My mom is still currently with us which is why I'm so lost on how I feel right now. And she will be here for another few weeks.

Also I have seen a doctor once so far and will see him again tomorrow about what is going on..