(sorry how long this is) Ok so I transfered to this new school and I started off great. I met this boy there, his name is Zach. At first I didn't really see Zach the way he saw me. People kept telling me that he liked me and that we should date. I started to talk to him and began loving it. Everyday I thought of him and wanted to text or call him. We called everyday and texted for hours daily. One day I asked him out to the movies, he said yes. That day we went to the movies it was great. We held hands and laughed and cuddled in the seat.

I never felt so happy and so safe and I just... after the movie we waited for his mom's to pick him up then I waited for mine. But when he was walking out, some of my friends said "bye" but then I went to say bye but said "I love you"... I was stunned because I didn't mean to say it. After we both went home and we still talked to each other but then came spring break and we just kinda separated and I still liked him more than anything. We just didn't text like we used too. He kind of just always said "ok","yea", and etc. I felt like he didn't like me anymore. When school started again he didn't sit by me at lunch, and he always did. After school I texted him and asked, "Zach this is serious, do you not like me anymore?" And I felt so dumb for asking but...he replied with "I'm sorry but yea I'm losing feelings". I nonstoped cried that day... Later on I found out he still liked his ex. We never talked at school, we didn't sit next to each other on the bus, and never texted. Then one day at school he tried talking to me again. And I was shocked, I just stood there and stared. Later on the school day we ended up moving seats and just my luck the teacher moved us next to each other. Every day we started talking. And laughing with each other. I ended up falling for him. My bus stop was at his house. So all the days he didn't go weightlifting we hung out and waited for my mom. Now a couple days ago it was the last day of school and my mom was 1hr late so Zach and I hung out. My friend faith was with us because she was coming home with me and Zach's friend Julian was hanging with him so we all just hung out waiting for my mom. Zach showed me his pool and started flexing and I laughed. We all went back in his frount yard and Zach went up to me and like was holding on to my hands as we were walking to the bball net and we were laughing. Faith,Julian, and Zach started playing bball. I just watched tho. Zach's little brother asked if he wanted to find snakes so I said yes. We were finding snakes for like 7min and came back. Zach looked at me and said to his little brother "come on dude, she's to old and beautiful for you" I was so shocked that he said that infrount of them. once my mom came I went in the car and left. The next day was Zach's pool party for the class of 2023. I went with faith and the whole time Zach didn't talk to me nor look at me. My family and friends say that he likes me and that he looks at me a different way like I'm a god. But why did he ignore me and hang out with those other girls? Does he still like me secretly?? I need answers.