Ok I’ve never talked about this before so be gentle, yall.

I’ve kinda always thought I could be gay or bi but I always pushed it aside and focussed on having crushes on boys. When I watch straight porn, I tend to be more into the girls (which may be just bc in a lot of porn the guys are kinda not good looking, I’m normally into the guys too when they’re attractive) and I like lesbian porn. Sometimes I feel like I don’t like dicks as much as a lot of straight girls I know. But I feel romantic attraction towards men, and I’ve never actually had a real crush on a girl (just once and I can’t tell if maybe I just thought she was really pretty and cool) but tbh I just don’t really know any girls (or boys actually) that I’m that attracted to physically anyway (very small town).

I know the only way to know for sure is experiment and figure it out but like I said I don’t really know any girls I could experiment with. Idk I guess I’m just wondering if all this means I’m bi, straight, gay? And do any of you guys have any advice for other ppl in small towns looking to experiment?