8 weeks today! April 16th baby

It was so hard at the begining, as a ftm and my son being in the NICU , I had no idea what i was doing when I brought him home. I had many breakdowns and cried..but as many other moms told me "it gets better." They are right. And lots of ice vanilla lattes with whipp walking trips with him - cant function without it

The smiles,cuddles,babbling are worth it..yes even the explosive poops that go all over the wall and changing mat.

Being a single mom is hard but atleast I dont need to worry about being in an abusive toxic relationship anymore with a narcissist.

Wouldn't trade this life for anything.