I am happy!! 34 weeks

I feel like everyone on here is so unhappy at this point, so I just wanted to share that I am 34 weeks and happy. Sure, I am huge (baby was estimated at 5lbs at 31 week ultrasound), and very tired (I have twin 20month old girls and work full time), but I am still pregnant. I had my twin girls at 31 weeks 2 days and they spent just under and over 5 weeks in the NICU, and I ended up in the ER last week with the flu causing severe dehydration and real contractions. Luckily, they were able to stop the contractions before it started actually causing pre term labor. I don't want to have a premie again. I have a c section scheduled for just over 39 weeks and hope to make it there. I am so blessed to have another baby and hope to continue to carry this baby! Every discomfort is worth it for a healthy baby that I get to actually hold after birth and actually take home with us!