Infertility tearing us apart.

My husband found out a few months ago he has a zero sperm count. Currently going to a urologist. This has been going on for a few months and its miserable for us both.

I feel I'm not aloud to be upset.

He NEVER wants to talk about.

Constant arguing and mood swings.

I truly feel this whole experience is going to tear us apart.

We've been trying for #1 for almost 3 years. Idk what to do. We already go to counseling and I haven't seen any improvement . I also feel I have no one to talk to who even understands