How do you feel mamas. For those of us still pregnant.

Am left with a fortnight till due date. Apparently I have early contractions to push baby lower in my pelvic and baby is right there though my cervix is still closed. I feel my bump rest on my thighs when I sit and it seems lower and now smaller. I really wanted this baby to come on my due date. Not earlier. I miss my huge lifted bump. My skin looks slightly wrinkled which tells me belly is getting smaller. Damn. This is getting real. Baby still very active and belly gets hard. Oh I love the movements. I really will miss them. Am I crazy to want to keep this child inside as long as they are still safe in there? Everyone tells me I must be tired and want baby out, am like nope. I want baby to stay in. The nurses tried to tell me all the good things about having baby in your arms, the cuddles. But I told them, I have the baby inside me which is the closest baby will ever be. I can't shake off the feeling of time will run fast and I will get so busy and miss out on some of the child's experiences and this just makes me want to keep my baby close. Am I crazy?

Physically my pelvic pain reduced and I sleep better. Even the burning in my left chest went down. All this after baby turned head down. It is like a honey moon before labour. Lol no wonder I don't want it to end.

How are you feeling mamas. Anyone like me still scared of the end of pregnancy?