Mixed emotions

Jillian • baby girl born 6/17/19🌸

39 weeks tomorrow, appt today showed cervix is thin and short but still closed. Waaaaaaah. Keep fighting with myself on wanting this baby out and being okay with waiting it out longer. Hate the back and forth my brain does and hate not knowing when this will happen!!

How are you mamas doing?! Anyone else feel this conflicted or just me?!