So I’m currently pregnant and I feel like my life is falling apart. I had quit my job recently because I wanted to become a nanny. Who knew trying to find a nanny job while pregnant would be so hard? I’m miserable, I just spent the last hour sobbing because I feel like such a failure!! I don’t have a job, I can barely take care of myself, how the hell am I supposed to take care of my child? Yes the father is there to help but I want to know that I can do this by myself! I feel like the people I love are disappointed in me because I’m pregnant and they’re keeping their distance. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I’m so sad, I keep apologizing to my baby and crying, I feel like she deserves such a better life than this. I feel like I’m just taking up space. I told myself if I ever get pregnant than I would change my life around, the baby would be my motivation to get my shit together but here I am 3 months in and nothing to show for it. I’m stressed beyond measure and I just feel lost. I just want to start working again and be able to make some money so i can provide for myself and the baby when she gets here, i want to be able to move out my moms house and not have to worry about bills because they would already be paid for. I know God doesn’t give you more than you can handle but I’m really struggling to keep my head above water right now.