I live in Texas and they barely give out government benefits here. My boyfriend and I live together at his parents house. Our parents know and they are excited and will probably help how they can but I want to be independent. I’m almost 19 but my boyfriend just turned 18. I don’t know what to expect at all or how to prepare. I’m about 4 weeks (my period was supposed to come tomorrow) and my appointment is at 6 weeks on July 3rd. I don’t know where I’m going with this. How the fuck do I prepare for a baby