I had a miscarriage on December 3rd 2018. I would’ve been 39 weeks and my due date was June 19 2019. It’s so hard to stop thinking about it when everyone around me is pregnant. I’m happy for them but at the same time I’m angry. I see them doing all these things that I didn’t get to do. I hate this feeling so much. Why couldn’t I have a healthy pregnancy. Why couldn’t I have everything everyone else has? I wanted all the happy moments that came with pregnancy and becoming a mother.