I’ve been dealing with this “dark” depression since I was 13. All through high school it was dark. Now graduated, my depression has turned heavy. I’m completely broke, no job, no car, fafsa is trying to fuck me over, and my boyfriend has offered to pay for rent when we move in together this year so I can save my fafsa money to get a car, so I don’t have to worry about how I’m going to get to work. It’s heavy because I feel so overwhelmed with life right now.

I go to school for 14 years of my life, and then I’m expected to just graduate, go in the debt for classes for a stupid piece of paper, and then work off the debt for the rest of my life, while collecting more for a house and a car. It’s so fucking stupid and upsetting how people just expect 19-20 year olds to know what to do with their life + have the money to do it. Only rich people can be happy in this day and age, I swear...