Just another depressing day...😞

So this is just gonna be one big ass rant!! Just a warning!!

I’m just so over this trying to conceive and it not happening for us but for everyone else!! At least that’s what it seems like!! Everyone around me is either pregnant or just given birth!! It’s honestly killing me...I just want to be a mom!!!😭😭💔💔 Like the thought of me possibly never being a mom breaks my heart!! What’s even worse I can’t really talk to anyone about how I feel bc their always like “it’ll happen when it’s meant to happen” or “It’ll come when I least expect it” Which I’m constantly expecting it to just happen. I feel like I’m failing as a women and it’s a shitty feeling to have!! Like I know it’s not my fault but doesn’t mean I don’t feel shitty and upset about it!!! Please tell me I’m not the only one feeling this way?!? Like it’s not fair that people who don’t need or deserve a baby get pregnant so easily and yet I’m dying for one and I know I’d be an amazing mom!!!

Sorry for the rant just had to get it out I hate trying to be positive bc it’s obviously not working!!😭😭💔💔