So depressed

Betty • Baby #2
My dad passed agust 29,2015 he had me since birth. I have a 5 year old and my dad was the only one there for the both of us. I am married and pregnant with his first child. He doesn't help at all. Everything I have for baby I've bought or my dad bought. I have family but they hate me always have they say its because I grew up to spoiled. But long story short my dad was going to throw my shower and now he is gone. There's a church throwing one for me but I have no one to go to it. Kind of makes me depressed mind you I come from a church background my dads dad is a pastor I knew things would be like this once my dad passed now I feel so alone.