The guitarist p4

The rooms filled with silence, staring at the ground. “ can you get the morning after pill?” “ how would I be able to? I don’t have money and my dad would kill me if he found out”. We sit in silence for what felt like eternity before there’s a knock at the door “ Ally we need to leave now! Theo’s here with some slut and their making out downstairs” Mia’s words are slurred I need to get her home. “ Mia meet me down at the car ok?”she takes an unusually silent exit and I turn to Elliot “ we’ll work this out I promise” “ Text me when your home safe ok?” I nod and give him a hug before I leave.

Driving home I just want silence, Mia’s almost instantly passed out and I know if I take her to her house she will meet an inevitable doom so I decide she can stay at mine. The drive is only 10 minutes but it feels like hours I don’t even know what’s going through my brain.

Finally we get home and I get Mia inside and to bed with a glass of water next to her.

I pull out my phone to text him “ hey, home safe let me know when you are too x” before I pass out in exhaustion.

The next morning Mia’s still asleep. I check my phone, no text from Elliot. My mind starts to race has something happened?. Only Lia would have a party on a weekday I need to get to school. Judging by how loud she’s snoring, Mia has to stay here so I go downstairs and make her breakfast and leave it by the bed.

I can’t be bothered to plan out an outfit I just wear an old shirt and a pair of jeans. I head off to school, I can’t even think about eating after last night.

When I get to school everybody’s staring at me, has something happened to Elliot?. I almost run to the music room, where he spends most of his free time and come crashing through the door to see him standing there. “ oh.... hey Ally” “ um hi, you never texted me back?” “ I couldn’t go home last night, I slept in my car after driving around for a while thinking. I didn’t know how to reply I’m sorry” I walk to him and feel his warm arms wrap around me, I feel safe. “ Ally baby there’s something you need to know” I look up in confusion “ last night, someone saw us going upstairs and.. people are saying things Ally” “ what things? What are they saying” “ someone’s vandalised your locker. They’re calling you a slut” “Elliot there’s something you need to know too. I’m not on birth control, I’ve never had sex I never needed birth control” Elliot sits down and looks at me for a minute “ we can’t be here Today, let’s skip ok? Let just go do something” his idea doesn’t actually sound bad and I decide to go along.

We leave the room hand in hand and I feel a kind of blissful happiness in knowing he’s mine and I’m his. Lia walks up to us along with her posy of girls behind her “ um hi Lia” “ shut up you dumb slut, I’ve heard you’ve been sleeping around allot, you probably have a fucking STI hope he was smart enough to use a condom... though he was dumb enough to fuck you” everything starts to get loud around me, I can’t breath and I drop to the ground. This hasn’t happened In years, I’m having a anxiety attack.

I can hear them laughing, not just the girls anymore but everyone around us. I can also hear him yelling at them. Before I know it Elliot grabs me and rushes me to his car. After a few minutes I snap back to reality and see Elliot, he’s got my head resting on his chest and he’s trying to calm me down “ Elliot what’s going on? What’s happened?” “ you had an anxiety attack baby, it’s alright I get them too” “ what happened in there?” “ I’ll tell you later ok?, right now let’s go get some food you need to eat something” he starts up his car and I don’t want to miss a thing by aerosmith starts playing, he’s singing without even realising in such a sweet hushed voice that it feels like he’s singing to me, I start to sing along too and he smirks his gorgeous smirk. We pull up to a fast food place and get out of the car “ stay with me tonight Ally? We can go on a date I’ll take you to the movies we can find somewhere to drive to just sit and talk, just stay with me tonight I want to wake up with you next to me” I blush and lean up to plant a soft kiss on his lips, “ ok”

P5?