So I was molested as a child once but never knew it up until I got married I had a flash back of what happened and I was like WTF .I have always liked both men and women .I have been married for 18 years now to my husband and he knows that I am attracted to women but I have never been with a woman before but when I watch porn it's only the girl on girl that gets me hot 🔥.we both grew up JW and both never were with any one before we go married.they don't believe in sex before marriage but I have felt like I think that girl a so hot I love boobs I'm obsessed with my breasts and when I see a hot girl in town I'm like dam she has nice tits I also like butt's I would love to grab a nice ass .we have decided to end are marriage because of how I feel about women I mean don't get me wrong I love me some good dick but I really want to be with a woman sexually but I feel like I'm being selfish and don't want to break up my family and I have no soport from my family because they are all JW and frown down on being gay or bi I just have no one to talk to about it so some advice would be great 😊