Yo what’s up I’m Jessica and idk what I’m doing rn and yeah that’s me

I know I look like a little boy I get it all the time anyway I’ve always been uncomfortable with other people about my lady bits I’ve always had the thought in the back of my mind cause almost all my insecurities are about me having boobs and a vagina and I’ve never enjoyed sex as a girl so idk what to do I want to transition but I’m scared I’ve always felt more masculine than feminine and I know my fam won’t except me and if they do it will take a long time so idk what to do need advice so shoot