PostPartum Body

Please don’t hate, I know a lot of women struggle getting back to pre baby weight. My drs told me I had excessive weight gain during pregnancy (I gained 40lbs) and that made me super self conscious. Now I’m 8lbs away from being back at pre baby weight but I’m still super self conscious. Granted this is 2 weeks postpartum, so I know I shouldn’t be worried, but I used to model and I loved how I looked. I knew my body would change with pregnancy so I don’t know why this is so hard.