Help......

In April if this year (2019) I was sexually assaulted by my now ex-boyfriend. My father, who has been abusive for a while now, keeps bringing it up and saying it’s all my fault. He got drunk the other night and started yelling and calling me names. I was scared he was going to do something so I went to my room and called my mom. My stepmom was downstairs yelling at him. I couldn’t stop crying at fear he was going to hurt me. He has almost killed me before and we have tried having our mom get custody but she almost went bankrupt. Till this day he will constantly send me screenshots of the text messages between me and my ex just to terrorize me and even gave me birth control when he isn’t allowed to administer it. A doctor has to administer it. I’m sadly dealing with depression, anxiety, social anxiety, and ADHD all dealing with his sh*t. I’m almost 15 and he calls me names such as “slut, whore, bitch, accident, gross, fat, disturbing, etc.” I’ve had enough and I just wish I knew what I could do to cope with it until next year when I leave his house for good. Please help.

Sorry this was so long