Tell me am Not the only one.... that can’t wait for my kids to be like 4 &5?

And I only have one technically with another on the way.... it’s gonna be years......

I don’t really enjoy this baby stage..... like I want someone to talk to and answer back ..... I don’t really want to be playing on the floor all day and right now my child just throws toys around.... I can do it for 30 mins here and 30mins there but eventually I feel like sitting down and just watching (does that make me a bad mom?) we read A LOT and listen to music .... we have play dates but with naps she can only be out for about two to three hours at the most....

Plus with money we can’t do that every day. .... we watch music videos and tv but only for about an hour (and even the I feel like I’m doing something wrong)

I feel like I’m failing.... I’m tired I just want adult interaction.... but then I feel ungrateful for being a SAHM 😭 it’s so frustrating

I feel like when they are older they can play actual games and have a “child” conversation .... I can take them out and they can act decent at a restaurant or go see a movie or do actual things without crying and not really understanding

Anyone with me?