I had

A miscarriage on Tuesday, Wednesday night I tried and thought about many ways

To kill my self had to put a fake smile on Wednesday and Thursday for work Friday cams doctor called to confirm I did have a miscarriage and I wasn’t pregnant anymore after the call I was still bleeding and drunk way to much only cried two days until my sister wanted me to go to the park with my nephews to get

Me out the house but being around kids did not help it just put me in my feelings so I can home got undressed got in bed and covered up with a blanket oh and the father stopped talking to me once I told him I was pregnant so it’s not like I can try right now for another idk this is to much for me I just wish I wasn’t here to have to deal with it