I just found out I’m pregnant now at only 3w3d. I actually tested two days ago and saw the faintest line you could ever imagine and literally felt crazy like I’m the only one in America that could’ve probably seen this positive test bc it was so faint (you had to hold the test a certain way in the light and look at it at a certain angle, but it was there!) so actually it was 3w1d! Im pretty in-tune with my body and I just knew I was feeling different so I tested earlier than I should’ve, but every day for the past three days that beautiful second line has gotten darker where today it’s almost the same color as the control line.

Currently waiting on missing AF to be a for sure thing.

Last month I found out I was pregnant at 4w2d and then had a chemical- “period” started on 5/29.

So I was wondering if anyone else who just found out or was in the same boat as me in their last feels like it’s not a real pregnancy yet? Like I feel like when I had my chemical at 4w I felt this intense feeling of loss, but I was like a minute pregnant- I had just missed AF by three days before I miscarried/AF arrived. I felt like okay it wasn’t that big of a deal and I shouldn’t have been that upset bc it was just SO early.

We’re TTC baby #1 and have only been trying for 2 months- we got pregnant (naturally) on our first cycle! But then had the chemical. Now this second cycle we’re positive again! I’m excited and my husband is excited (I just told him today! I had to see the line get darker first!) but we aren’t trying to get too excited bc I’m literally only 30 seconds pregnant. My husband literally gave me the sweetest kiss and the first thing out of his mouth was “should we be excited yet?” And I can’t even blame him! First of all bc it’s just so early and secondly bc I had the chemical less than 30 days ago.

I just feel like if I were to tell anyone I’m pregnant and they were to ask how far along I was with big ol stars in their eyes and I said 3 weeks, I’d get a quick eye roll followed by a laugh at how I’m claiming such a huge thing of being pregnant when it has only been 21 days! Idk. I feel guilty for being happy and excited and like it doesn’t start to count until I’m 6 weeks and more. Like somehow it isn’t valid until that point. But then I feel guilty too like I’m also invalidating my tiny group of freshly implanted cells that will hopefully develop into our beautiful little bundle of joy.

My breasts are sore, my nipples are tender and weirdly alert at all times, I feel nauseous in the am and after I eat, I’ve taken about 5 tests in the past three days (all at different times) and all of them have been positive! I even had one done at urgent care today! (Pretty sure I have a uti that started today- first one I’ve ever had.) So I’m having symptoms of early

pregnancy. It just doesn’t feel like I should even be happy or if I tell someone I’m pregnant I should follow up with a joke about it being like 1 day pregnant so it’s barely there.

Does anyone else feel this way??