Venting

So I have been staying at my aunts house with my aunt and two cousins ever since I found out that I am pregnant. I'm only staying here Bc I have an appointment on October 6th and after my appointment I'll be going back home to Maryland. Well since I have been staying here, my cousin Jessica has been asking me for rides to and from work everyday. She usually would take an uber before I started staying with them. Some days I drive to pick her up with my mouth in a bag the whole way puking and it's completely miserable but I feel like I owe to her, no matter how pregnant and sick I am, since her mom is giving me a place to stay for now. However today is the first day that I texted her and told her I just can't do it. This is the most sick I have been so far and I couldn't drive i just couldn't. Well she completely flipped out. She had the uber drop her off down the street from the house so she could walk home in the rain and be drenched in rain and appear as miserable and dramatic as she could and when she got inside she started throwing things And slamming things and cussed at me and now left and won't talk to me. And part of me feels bad for not going to get her but part of me is so disgusted by the way she's acting. The first and only time I have not been able to help her. What will she do when I leave? How would she have gotten home today if I was already in Maryland? All of the time that I have driven her back and forth and thrown up in my car all of a sudden mean nothing and are not appreciated Bc for the first time I decided I was too sick. She said that I'm faking it and that no pregnant woman on earth gets too sick to drive and that I'm trying to fool everyone. I can't help but sit here crying now! As if this pregnancy so far hasn't been hard enough for me, as if I'm not tired and depressed from spending all day over a toilet, now I have to deal with someone telling me everything I'm experiencing is a lie and an exaggeration. I feel like Ive gone above and beyond for her since I've been here I have been doing everything I can to help out regardless of what my body is going through itself. I just feel so down right now. I can't wait to get back to Maryland with my mother, who I know will believe me and make things as comfortable as possible for me.