I always feel really tired and funky on Monday’s. I feel a little better Tuesday, and then Wednesday I start to feel okay, Thursday I’m still good, Friday I’m happy, Saturday I’m happy, and Sunday I’m happy until the evening, and then Monday I’m back to being tired, and lethargic. Like I don’t want to do much but and a lot of negative thoughts that I’m constantly fighting away. Like I want to clean up my house but really I can only make myself clean up Wednesday and Thursday. Monday and Tuesday I keep getting up

And trying but can’t stick with a task.

I am a stay at home mom to 3 kids for the most part but I work Friday sat Sunday, my happiest days. I really like my job but I don’t feel fulfilled there. And in those days there’s times where I wish I didn’t have to go in but I’m still happy.

Could this be a sign of depression? I have good days so I didn’t think it could be. I have a 6 month old tho and so I’m always on the look out for PPD seeing as I had it with my last two babies. My last two babies tho both times the depression was different so comparison isn’t helpful.

There’s other little stuff, like I feel uglier than ever. Like I know I’m pretty, but I don’t feel like I’m as pretty as I used to be. I hate how much weight I’ve gained, I’m trying to make healthier food choices but chocolate addiction keeps dragging me down, I’m not doing my make up most days, I rarely wear accessories and my wardrobe is in a sad state due to the weight and awkwardness of my body. I feel under appreciated at home and frustrated with my life situation in general. Trying to fix it but it’s baby steps right now. I just don’t even know. :/

Pic of my love bug for attention 💕💕💕💕