I don’t know why I am posting this. I guess I just want to listen to your views.

I am 31 years old and I just feel like I haven’t accomplished anything. I can’t help feeling like the teenager version of me would be so disappointed if she could see me right now.

It is not like I am not happy. I have a pretty home and I am in a very loving relationship, plus I live and take care of my 4 beautiful stray doggies whom I love deeply. And I train martial arts, I hace a lot of beauty in my life.

But my job situation is pretty far from where I would like to be. I still rely on my family for financial support. I work in whatever freelance job comes my way and I feel like a failure.

I don’t think any of the practical things of my current situación can change right just now so my guess is I have to live with myself and find peace in the decisions that brought me to where I am now and sometimes I manage to do so. But today... I don’t.