I’ve been feeling down since year 3 and I’m now in year 10. I’ve suffered with grief since I lost all my grandparents but I’ve learnt to accept the fact that they’re gone and there is nothing I can do about it. I don’t want to go to school because I can’t concentrate on anything because I constantly that suicidal thoughts going around my head yet I’ve been told I need to talk to people about it. It hurts when someone sees me upset (all the time) and asks if I’m alright or whats wrong but I feel guilty and difficult because I don’t know what’s wrong. School doesn’t help because all they care about is their reputation. I hate the teachers, the students and the atmosphere. School is so childish. School makes me cut.