Anatomy scan fetal heart defect

Magdalena • Happily Married with the love of my life! Mother of 3 my last went to heaven on Sept..3rd at 7mths from a congenital.heart defect👦🏽👧🏽 👶🏽 Expecting my 4th for July, 2017
So yesterday was my anatomy scan i am 20weeks 3days! & after hours of ultrasound & different people coming in & out. They Doctor said my baby boy has a heart defect! I was very strong but devastated afterwards! I am so sad even when i try to look strong to my husband & kids & other family members! I am dying inside for my little bundle of joy! 😢😢😢 i was told baby's left side chambers didn't develop well; so after he is born he is going to need various surgeries to have his heart to normal! I canttttttt.. I am so depressed right now! But i know my baby will be ok. & Mommy will do everything to keep him safe & give him a chance to live! Doesn't matter what it takes! For God nothing is impossible! Please keep my baby in your prayers! Tomorrow i am going for a pediatric cardiologist to understand better everything about it! 😔😔😔😔😔