I’m leaving my husband today, he’s told me many times back and fourth to get out .. then the next day he’ll love me. It’s never good between us and if it is it’s on his time.

I’m not a bad person to him... he’s terrible to me. Example-I’ll be on the phone talking to my mom cooking him dinner ...telling her how excited I am to hangout with him when he gets home and I end up eating alone because he finds a reason to get mad and then goes to the bar but anyways I’m pregnant and I KNOW ITS NOT THE BABYS FAULT but I’m feeling like abortion is the only option, I can’t do adoption because i wouldn’t be able to look at my poor baby and give him of her away not saying abortion is better. He told me he won’t care for his kid but he gives a fuck about mason which is his first born (with someone else) and I don’t want to have to go through child support with him, he told me he would fight with everything he has, which idc bc it is HIS child but I already have a 2 year old by someone else that I’m not even living with right now because I dropped everything to come live here with him and get a good job and make money before she moves in.. idk what to do in heart broken. I’m in such a terrible place right now... mentally. I just need advice and friends.. anything