Lonely

Does anybody feel like literally the only real friend they have is their husband or so? Like today all I wanna do is go to freaking target 30 minutes away but I don't wanna go alone all my "friends" don't feel up to it I'm 5 months pregnant and all I wanna do is cry because I don't have any real friends and they only want me when they want a ride or money and my husband works 24/7 and I freaking wanna go to target 😭😭