I’m just done I was diagnosed with depression and talking to my boyfriend about it he tells me to get over it and that he doesn’t care. He tells me he think doctors just come up with this shit so people will get on pills, that broke my heart he is so selfish and so self centered he doesn’t see a problem with the way he is being! I am pregnant with our 3rd child and it has messed me up, he told me at 19 weeks he thinks I should get an abortion but he can’t handle the way I am being.

I have to see a counselor once a week sometime after the 4th so I can get help and he doesn’t care. I have no family around they are in Nevada, pa and Washington (I live in Cali) and tickets to go see my mom (in pa) are 1700 and that’s one way. I just can’t do it anymore I do nothing but cry which he hates, he tells me to smile and when I tell him to make me happy he asks what he does that doesn’t make me happy. I know what I have to do but it’s too expensive 😞 I don’t know how to cope until I can leave.