I've been ttc for over 8 years with no luck. Currently under treatment and had just gone through laparoscopy. Friends and partner sister is pregnant again. I'm happy for them, but I can't help to feel upset for myself. I've just watch all birthing videos and pregnancy videos. Can't help that I'm crying my eyes out. I just feel really broken.. My heart is ache. I'm longing for a baby in my arms. I asked God when is my time.. This waiting is killing me 😔