I don't know what to do.

I'm pregnant. 5 weeks and a bit to be exact. I found out yesterday and I'm freaking out. I already have a three year old daughter from a previous relationship and the man that has gotten me pregnant I've only been seeing for around 7 weeks. I feel I have to have a termination to do what's right for the daughter I currently have.

I'm only 21, he's 20. I don't know how we would cope, his mum would go ballistic.

So why can't I shake the feeling I want this baby? Did anyone go through an abortion when they felt this way?