Mental break down, could use support.

I had got my positive opk yesterday at 8am, I was super excited, we inseminated at 12 hours, we had more frozen sperm being delivered the next morning, super super excited bc we NAILED it, the sperm arrived at 1030am opk still positive, I went to use the syringe and accidentally pulled the syringe out too far, it all went all over my legs, I couldn’t even look, I just dropped everything, $1000 all over my legs, I played it cool picked it up and noticed a tiny in the tube. I had sucked it up and inseminated what was left which was barely anything. I broke down crying in bed for about an hour. Do I even have a chance, I am lost for words. Meanwhile glow is reminding me that today is a high day. 😥