I dont know what to feel.

Diamond

I feel stupid. I know I shouldn't be upset by this and I'm not even sure if this belongs in this group but the guy that I had a relationship with me and him ended up having an abortion we broke up the whole relationship it was super toxic. We were young naive and honestly didn't know what we were doing. I was 19 at the time I'm 24 now and I know a lot better but recently I just got on Facebook and I seen that he had a baby in May and it honestly makes me upset I honestly just keep going over in my head about the what ifs and if I made the right decision am I wrong for feeling like this? I know there's probably grammar and spelling errors in this but please I'm upset.