When I was younger I was convinced I was fat, it was all I thought about day and night and now after having a child and eating stuff I probably shouldn't, I look back on those photos and wonder what the heck I was thinking. I barely had a stomach... but now I have become what I use to think I was... Overweight! I am so uncomfortable in my own skin, I cant wear the clothes I want to and to top it off we are going to visit my SO's family in Turkey in September and I do not want to go looking like this! Last time I was there I kept hearing people say 'is she pregnant again' because I was a little bigger. In total I want to lose about 30-35 pounds. I struggle massively with motivation as I struggle with anxiety as well. Does anybody have any good motivational advice? I want this to be the one time I actually do it.. not just talk about it!