I want to have a baby. I’m 27 years old and in a lesbian relationship. I am bisexual, she is a lesbian. It’s really hurting me because I want to have a baby so bad but it’s just not possible for us to do it. Also we don’t really have much money to go through the processes. Well I’m not sure how much they go for but here on NY everything is expensive. Anyway lately it’s been really bothering me and I tell my parter often that I want to have a baby, she tells me that we will and we just have to be patient. I’m just nervous and hurting because I’m only getting older, and I have pcos so I’m thinking it will take a little more effort for me to get pregnant anyway. I just don’t know what to do I’m just hurting and I feel like I’m missing a part of me most times. I feel hopeless in my relationship and it kind of makes me feel resentful towards the relationship even though I know I shouldn’t because I knew from the beginning that we couldn’t have babies together, but I was a lot younger and that wasn’t on my age