Losing your love one

I lost my boyfriend a on Sunday. He committed suicide. I'm 6 days late and I'm very sad and depressed. I'm afraid and upset I might be pregnant and he left the world not know if he would ever be a daddy. (Which was his dream since he was 17/18). All I want to do is cry and not knowing what to do if I become pregnant. My parents are very supportive and would be there for me. I'm just wondering if anyone has gone through this and how did you went through it. Thank you.