Alone time

Am I wrong for feeling so irritated that dad never seems to help much? If he does it’s only for 20 minute stretches maybe once a day when he gets off work. Texted me to ask if we had any plans Saturday, hoping he’d made some for us, but nope. A buddy invited him rzr riding. He just went floating the river yesterday. When is my break? Why do I have to ask my mom to be the one to help or even ask for help in general? 😠😔 feeling a tad overwhelmed but then I just feel guilty for wanting an afternoon away from my baby so there’s just no winning here.