Okay so I'm 39 weeks and one day... I've missed my last two dr appt because of some personal bill rap (car took a shit, dropped my phone in pee AND the busses decided to go on strike a couple weeks ago-_-) anyways finally got an appt set up for tomorrow afternoon, thank you sweet baby Jesus! Anyways I have six days left and I hope hope hope tomorrow my doctor tells me that I'm dialating I've been in so much pain!! If he says I'm not dialating in going to freak -_- but at the same time I'm hoping that baby Mathius will wait until my grama gets here from jersey on the third (my dd is on the sixth) I'm so stressed I'm ready for him to get here already and so is papa bear! Also sad to say tomorrow will be the one and only dr appt that my husband will miss due to work and it being last minute he's been my rock this whole time 💙😓😍😭😩 sorry ladies I had to get some of this stuff out of my head and into the cloud lol it's nothing super serious but it's been weighing on me a lot