Please ladies don’t judge me.. 😓

Im in need of some kind words and support, not to be slated.. ❤️

It’s my dad birthday today and I’ve had some issues going on, I have pcos and me and my fiancée have been ttc for 5 years.. I’ve been spotting and I’ve got few pregnancy symptoms and I suffer from anxiety and depression, I’m

On medication for that.

It all started when my sister came into my dads car and sat next to me on the way to his birthday lunch..

I’m sat there in a good mood, I’ve just been accepted back into college and I was feeling positive with everything that is going on., I’m a bit over weight but I can’t seem to shift it that quickly no matter how hard I try.. but I’m trying, with the possibility I might be pregnant she turns around and says to me “you look like you’ve put on more weight”... now, if this was the first time she’d said that I’d have been ok.. I’ve tried explaining in the past I’ve got issues with my health and she obviously doesn’t understand it, but I honestly don’t know why if somebody’s meant to pick you up and make you feel good about yourself why would you put that person down everytime?

It’s like every time I see her she wants to make me feel bad, anything I do will never be good enough for my family and especially her! I get made to feel like I’m some stupid person who doesn’t know anything! I literally get treated like a child! I’m 25 and she’s 23! She has NO right to judge me with her perfect life!

Am I the only one who can’t do anything right?

I literally want to die..

I’m not exaggerating! I don’t know how much more I can take! I’m dealing with my own issues and then she becomes insensitive and opens her gob!

I’m sorry I’m not perfect 🥺💔