Heartbroken.. How..

i cannot believe my unborn child’s father said these things to me.. my heart is shattered into a million pieces but not for me, for her that she has to be born into this mess.. now she won’t have a father & as someone who grew up being a daddys girl it just breaks me. i’ve never in my life head of someone talk so violently and hatefully about their child.. wow.. I will never ever let her wonder if shes loved. i know it’s going to be so hard but i’m going to do it all on my own and show her you don’t let a man talk and treat you ESPECIALLY your children this way. (also wanted to add i was trying to reason with him at first because he said he was going to kill him self, and if he meant it or not i still didn’t want him to hurt himself no matter how much hate i have for him.. i never take suicidal threats lightly) i blocked out names & some personal info in the one text i sent btw