Was supposed to be a happy day

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We went in for our first ultrasound, we were gonna get the heartbeat, then the dr said my ultrasound looks abnormal and I’m gonna have a miscarriage this is the worst day of my life and everyone keeps saying it’s gonna be okay and I could just try again but how is it gonna be okay I just lost my child I have nothing to live for anymore I don’t even wanna be alive right now