Getting clucky but definitely not ready yet!

Okay so I want to start this off by saying I am well aware I am not ready for kids just yet - I’m going back to study next year, am not in a committed relationship and am using effective methods of contraception! I have a friend with benefits and am NOT in the business of baby trapping any man!

Buuut I LOVE being Aunty to my sisters little ones and had a really vivid dream of having my own baby a few nights ago, which I cannot get out of my head. It was perfect, little one even had my dream name for when I actually do have a baby! One that I would be happy to give either a boy or girl. I’ve got my period this week so I am already hormonal and emotional which isn’t helping.

Sometimes when I’m having sex with my guy I get all in to my own thoughts and imagine we’re trying for a baby. Again, I’m on birth control so actually trying to avoid it at this point in time and even though we’re only casual we have an incredible connection and he is very affectionate which even without the feelings I still love a cute cuddle. But yeah sometimes in my head I get extra clucky and pretend we’re practicing baby making. Does this happen to anyone else?