Worst day ever

Yesterday my life pretty much fell apart in front of me..

So a few backs i felt a lump in my boob, got seen by drs, had scans, tests and was poked and prodded, bleed everywhere and waited patiently for results.

Had the results yesterday, I have beast cancer.

Im 16 weeks pregnant with my 4th beautiful little bundle and now everything i had hoped for is now going to be a whirl wind of appointments, chemo, rushed delivery, surgery and radiotherapy.

All on top of summer holidays, birthdays, christmas and of course due date.

Please if anyone has any advice, been through it themselves or someone they know, anything that may help me through the monster of a year that looms ahead it would be much appreciated