I haven’t slept for about 3 days, I’m tired, I cry all the time. On top of the emotional and hormonal nightmare that is my existence; my husband isn’t here because he had to go out of town for work and won’t be home until August. I’m by myself, my family is 4 hours away, I don’t have friends here, my mil is helping me occasionally but all she does is complain so I’m not interested in asking her for help bc I don’t want to give her anything else to bitch about.

And to top it off my ob won’t see me until 6 weeks pp(I’m 3wks) unless it’s a ‘real emergency’ like ppd isn’t a big deal.

I would find a new dr but no one else near by takes my insurance. Idk. I just need to vent. Thanks for reading my post, any negative feedback will be printed and used in a fire to keep myself warm at night ❤️