Idk what to do anymore 😭

Emily • TTC my rainbow baby 🌈🌈🌈

Okay so, I have been TTC for 4 years and I just had my second miscarriage June 22nd. I have been blowing up at every little thing because I just feel like no one cares. My parents have told to me to just get over it and try again because I’m still young (22). And my husband doesn’t feel the same emotions I am and tells me I’m wrong to be hurt seeing my cousin (who I love dearly) be pregnant since we would have given birth around the same time. Idk what to do. I have all the emotions and no way to let them out because I have no one to talk to. (I am not good at making friends so I have none) I feel helpless and don’t know where to turn.