I’m almost 8weeks.. denial?

I tried to conceive over a year. I was sure it would never happen to me. I became pregnant this last month after a month of not trying, and I haven’t really had a moment of acceptance per say? All I’ve ever wanted in my life was to be a mother and I never thought the day would come when I’m pregnant, but somehow it’s like I don’t believe it’s happening to me? Like yeah sure, I KNOW I’m pregnant, but it doesn’t seem real? I always expected a big moment of realization where I cry from happiness or something but I haven’t had that. Does anyone else know this feeling?