🥺 Anxiety is terrible ......

4.2 weeks.

That’s how long it’s been since we have had sex.

His excuse “too tired”

He works as a landscaper

Outside all day

House is clean dishes done dinner cooked dogs taken out etc.

4.2 weeks ...

Tonight, tells me to give him a little head. So i do so, very excited that i possibly am getting some! He tells me to roll over to my side, goes from behind . LAMEST pumps EVER. No hip action, no thrust action . Just eh eh eh

It’s so shallow in that it’s actually hurting, idc bc I’m finally getting sex. Tells me to ride , so i do , i try to switch positions , so i could throw it Back , “no , I’m too tired “ mind you, he just had 2 days off!!! 😞 I rolled over, started crying & now my anxiety is through the roof! “I’m not good enough? He doesn’t want to have sex with me? Is it because of my boobs? My vagina? My ass? Is it bc I’m breaking out? Is it bc of work? What is it? Did i not make dinner properly? Is he cheating? Does he not find me attractive anymore? What is this? Are my teeth okay ? Is my hair okay? Do i need better looking lingerie ? Do i need to shower again? “ all of these thoughts are racing though my head, and I just want support and love 😞😞🥺